I have recently developed a fond for the planner community here on the internet. I was never the one to use a planner or a diary. When I was younger, I would purchase different styles of diaries but I never used them because I never knew what you were supposed to write in them. Until one day, I stumbled across Erin Condren but as I was in the process of purchasing my own personalised planner, the shipping cost to Australia is almost the same cost as the planner itself. I had to think of an alternative. I was then introduced to Kikki K and today I love sitting down to decorate and plan out my week. 

What is love? Is it a feeling? Is it the thought of being accepted? 

I've been thinking about this topic all afternoon and I've come to realise that I am afraid of it. It's more of a love hate relationship for me. It's not the fear of falling in love that scares me per say but the fear of falling for someone, giving them your all and then not knowing if they will stick around. I have to be honest, I've been through my fair share of partners and each time I either get disappointed or heart broken. I have a terrible habit and tend to over think certain situations which is not good. Over analysing my behaviour whether the other person likes it or not, constantly worrying that I am driving them away. Argh! I actually can't believe I just admitted that. Wow, have I actually turned into "that person"? The thoughts that goes through a girls mind. 

What are your thoughts? Do you fear love? Is it holding you back from something that is potential? 

Much Love, Steph